living for something more

It’s exercise time again. It is the usual routine of waking up super early and sleeping super late and long work hours. It has only been a 3 days and i feel as though i sold my life to the army. I am not complaining though. Feels different this time round too. It’s not cause my ord date is coming nearer nor is it anything. It just feels that i have totally been away from church. Have not been to church for the longest time despite the fact that i am flying off nxt week. pst kong is coming this weekend and it feels the whole church is getting busy for it but i feel out of the picture and out of touch. i must force myself in and get myself in touch.